Dealing With Perpetual Guilt

Leon FontaineDevoted

Therefore, since we have been made right in God’s sight by faith, we have peace with God because of what Jesus Christ our Lord has done for us. Romans 5:1 (NLT)

As a teenager, I went through a period when I thought that I needed to focus on getting rid of all the sin in my life. Tears would stream down my cheeks as I sang songs that pleaded with God to search my heart and cleanse me from all of my wicked ways.

It all seemed very spiritual, but I found that I wasn’t getting closer to God. I mistook my sad feelings for Holy Spirit at work within me, convinced that He was continually showing me all my sin.

I became increasingly depressed… and began to have judgmental thoughts. I would walk by people having fun and think, “They ought to be praying.” Without realizing it, I was actually becoming more like a Pharisee and less like Jesus.

When I learned what Holy Spirit is really like, it changed my life.

I have to admit, when I first read Holy Spirit “will convict the world of sin,” I thought, ‘I knew it! Holy Spirit is pointing out all of my sins!’ (John 16:8, NKJV). But then I noticed that it says He convicts those who “do not believe” (John 16:9, NKJV). He just wants to convince the world that they need Jesus!

Holy Spirit is not judgmental like a Pharisee towards believers. He wants to reveal to you who you are in Christ and what has been given to you so you have peace, not live in a state of perpetual guilt. Do you believe it?